My
earliest memory of AIDS comes from about 7 years ago when I was just
about to enter middle school. During the summer right before the 6th
grade at the age of 11, I learned about AIDS through a summer program
called “Girl’s Incorporated” in St. Louis, Missouri.
While
at “Girl’s Inc,” I took a health class that focused on feminine issues
such as pregnancy, menstrual cycles, sex, diseases, and AIDS. Over the
course of time, the class discussed all of these issues and eventually
reached the topic of AIDS near the end of the course. As we discussed
the AIDS epidemic, I learned a lot about people who have AIDS, ways of
contracting the virus and preventative measures to take to prevent from
contracting the virus. At the very end of the course, we were introduced
to a young woman, around 25, who had full-blown AIDS. When she came in
to talk with us, she appeared very sick and frail, almost as a walking
skeleton. When I first met her, I felt increasingly uneasy. I did not
want to hug her or shake her hand because stupidly, I was still afraid
of possibly contracting the virus although I knew better. When she
talked, I wanted to cover my mouth, fearing that the AIDS virus may
become airborne at just that moment or that her spit would land on me
and I would contract the virus just that easily. Although my perception
of AIDS at the time was foolish and flawed, I could not help but to
shiver when she glanced at me or even walked my way. During the
discussion, she talked about the life that she lived, how she contracted
the disease and the medicines that she took everyday as she awaited her
death. After hearing her story, I finally worked up the courage to go
and give her a hug and it just so happened that I did not catch the
disease. That day I learned that AIDS was sadly real and could attack
just about anyone. I was faced with the reality of AIDS as I listened to
this woman speak about her life and I truly felt sorry for her. Sadly, a
couple of months later, she died of AIDS and I still feel bad that
initially, I was so reluctant to get to know more about the virus
through her eyes.
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